Life

[asdr83]

So as of this weekend I'm officially Lady Deirdre, very odd, but cool. Getting my AoA is probably the last happy thing for awhile, I'm now in that horrible stress filled brain numbing muscle cramping part of the semester. Professors are desperately squeezing in tests and projects before finals come about. My schedule for next semester needs to be completely rehauled every other minute, I need to register for GRE's, figure out where I want to apply for vet school, figure out my internship for next year and get moving on getting me tech degree. Plus I need to plan a trip to Ireland for spring break (visiting my roommate who's doing a semester abroad there) and book a hotel for laurion and I for next weekend because we desperately needing alone time. I also choose now to worry about my entire future and pick a fight with laurion that neither of us can possible be happy with the outcome of but since I started it I'm gonna have to finish it. I need to study and clean and do my laundry and balance my accounts. I am so stressed right now my right hand keeps getting cramping spasm and I'm getting a horrific temporal headache. I want a corner and a padded wall to bang my head against, I wanna take a time out from my life, but instead I'm gonna make biochem flashcards and push on.

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Just Breathe

[shprintzah.livejournal.com]

You and I will get through this, babe. You didn't know of my vow? Not only am I not allowed to melt down, but no one I know is either. :) You will pass your tests as I will pass mine, write papers as will I, go to work as will I, have fits of crying as will I (and had yesterday in fact), and while life may go on it will not steamroll us in the process. And you can always come over here and throw things; Heaven knows I do.