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I've been looking forward to going back to school for most of the summer. I enjoyed my work and "time off" but wanted get back to friends and routine and such and away from my sister at home. Also all summer long ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
laurion and I have been having relationship issues and I hoped going back to school would help relieve some of the pressure, how naive. I'm already late with my math homework cause I didn't have book money yet and the library doesn't have a copy of the book and now that I do have money the bookstores out...grrr. I'm trying to deal with bureuacracy and get my work study set up and make Greenwood Isle an official club. laurion and I are both stressed and though we're consciously working on our relationship things are still hard. My room is a mess because I didn't finish unpacking and I just can't find the energy or time to work on it. shprintzah is now across the quad from me and not across the hall, I still see her but I miss the nearness, now if it's past 11 she has to let me in, i can't just pop by at 1 am when I can't study or sleep. This weekend I worked both Saturday and Sunday because one of my co-workers needed Saturday off and I was happy to do it, but it was draining. We have a new relief doctor at work who started this weekend and working with her isn't going too smoothly, she'll only deal with one appointment at a time even if we techs are running tests on the one she's currently with so we got behind on sunday, which started with 3 9:30 walk-ins...yay! Saturday work wasn't bad, got done right on time, went to pick up friends at Alewife and they were all late. Then headed back to the housewarming party for laurion 's new place. I was feeling kind of drain so hid for bits but mostly enjoyed myself. Had trouble sleeping, I went to bed around 11:45 read and actually tried to sleep about 1ish but I don't sleep well in laurion 's without him, he didn't get to bed until 3:30 and I left at 8am. I was really tired after work but went to fencing anyway, which had started early and everyone was leaving by the time i got there, yesterday was just bad. I realized today i have everything that should make me happy but I'm so drained and tired emotionally I have trouble actually being happy. Well got things to do (of course) so i'll wrap up my rambling rant.
laurion and I have been having relationship issues and I hoped going back to school would help relieve some of the pressure, how naive. I'm already late with my math homework cause I didn't have book money yet and the library doesn't have a copy of the book and now that I do have money the bookstores out...grrr. I'm trying to deal with bureuacracy and get my work study set up and make Greenwood Isle an official club. laurion and I are both stressed and though we're consciously working on our relationship things are still hard. My room is a mess because I didn't finish unpacking and I just can't find the energy or time to work on it. shprintzah is now across the quad from me and not across the hall, I still see her but I miss the nearness, now if it's past 11 she has to let me in, i can't just pop by at 1 am when I can't study or sleep. This weekend I worked both Saturday and Sunday because one of my co-workers needed Saturday off and I was happy to do it, but it was draining. We have a new relief doctor at work who started this weekend and working with her isn't going too smoothly, she'll only deal with one appointment at a time even if we techs are running tests on the one she's currently with so we got behind on sunday, which started with 3 9:30 walk-ins...yay! Saturday work wasn't bad, got done right on time, went to pick up friends at Alewife and they were all late. Then headed back to the housewarming party for laurion 's new place. I was feeling kind of drain so hid for bits but mostly enjoyed myself. Had trouble sleeping, I went to bed around 11:45 read and actually tried to sleep about 1ish but I don't sleep well in laurion 's without him, he didn't get to bed until 3:30 and I left at 8am. I was really tired after work but went to fencing anyway, which had started early and everyone was leaving by the time i got there, yesterday was just bad. I realized today i have everything that should make me happy but I'm so drained and tired emotionally I have trouble actually being happy. Well got things to do (of course) so i'll wrap up my rambling rant.
