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My life feels like it's falling apart faster than an origami castle in a hurricane right now. What's worse is all I can do is push through it. Classes end in a week and my 2 10-13 page papers are due then, I can't seem to really start them, I only sort of know where each is going. Realtors are driving me nuts and I've finally found someone who seems to be helpful and a gorgeous place to look at and then about 2 hours before we're supposed to see the place the realtor calls and tells me the landlord won't let him show the apartment to undergrads (btw we're 2 grads, a senior and a junior, not exactly an irresponsible college mix). The weather is ridiculous and I've been getting a pounding headache every time it rains. My body has started acting weird and I need to find time to see a doctor, kinda soon. Work is an increasingly difficult situation. I have to be away for my Marine biology class (in the Bahamas, but it's a Simmons' class and everything) from june 10th to the 24th or so, I told them this when I signed up for it last November and have been saying it about once a month since, now two other nurses need the same week off, I'm going no matter what, I have to, but it feels sucky. I may not be able to work hours that are at all good for me and I may not be able to go back to full time at all, if I can't at least have my shift from last summer. Which means I may have to add job hunting to my to-do list. I still need to finish setting up my internship which means a lot of harassing my adviser. I need to retake the GRE's and start vet school applications. I need to find a car. I need to find 14 sources to help me with a project on the homing ability of snails in the Bahamas and write a a bibliography and I can't find 1 (plus it was due a week ago), my partner never contacted me and I don't have her info (but she has mine). I have a 5 page introduction for that project due the same day as the two papers. On the home front my parents were away all weekend and so I just got to talk to them for the first time last night but tonight they're leaving for Philadelphia to pack up Grandma's apartment and start the process with the will, so no talking to them about my problems for awhile. They want to know if laurion is coming with me to Grandma's memorial service on June 5th and neither he nor I can seem to decide. I need June 6th off at work, since I won't be back from Philly in time, but don't know my summer schedule yet so cannot set up to trade with anyone. My MayDay outfit is still not finshed. I'm so very very tired and I can't rest yet. On the good end I have May 2nd off so i can go to MayDay and I can go to the party the night before after work. Of course that means I better finish all my papers for Monday by Friday,*insert expletive of choice here*!